自多媒体概念横行，极少脱离电脑工作学习。想画件小画也变得不易，先是乘公车，去廉价买了些材料。今天下午开始裁布，找木框，反正自小没有老师，全凭直觉，任性为之。木框断是没有的，以前都把纸用双面胶粘在书橱玻璃上来画。看来看去，厨房里那把小椅子不错，翻过来正正方方四条边。没有钉子，甚至没有图钉（天知道被我妈收到哪里），找了无数抽屉，摸到一个订书机，把订书针当钉子用了，三次敲到手。不知是布还是底料，闻起来像是动物园里堆牦牛草料的气味，神情大为振奋，幼时记忆影响深远啊。刷完底料，电动吹风，然后丢上窗台晾着。翻箱捣柜，找那块有些历史的调色板，未遂，于是拿手锯在厨房里又锯了一截层板，好了。
电视版攻壳里，有一台 Tachikoma (タチコマ) 在大家信息互换时，坚持阅读纸出版物，想来读书在那时，也是体力劳动啦。
Learning Anxiety has never end. Just got two secondhand book recently:
First, poetry of Mikhail Lermontov,
Don’t really know the poet, don’t know the language either, but something about Tarkovsky flashed in my mind when I was talking to the book saler who speaks english with strong russian accent, maybe there are common parts among the three.
The other book is a 1986 version of Neuromancer, around first some ten pages you could already realize where is film like Ghost in the shell inspired from. Not bad at all. I made the cover by the way.
